Booya!

ohh man. the final exam is over. there are blog to be updated, clothes to be washed, tricks to attempt, and songs to be downloaded. now everybody is updating thier blog about it. i finally crawled out of the cage. 'dah habis skolah', can't believe that huh.

its been 3 weeks after SPM and i feel like 'kosong'. wtf right? hahah. i've been busy, too busy being sick. lolz. SPM is wasn't so bad after all. i had fun, a week before the first day. everybody was being nice, polite and whatever. haha, lovin that day. but i have to say, i didn't do my best. belivitt? yeahh please do. thinking of taking the single paper for add math. paper 2 was sakk to the hole of jubanass -_- i want A! but seriously, me gonna recap that paper again. urgh.

and what do i do here? i got a feelin' that i suppose to be jumping. ngehehehh. got a small session afterward at Kiara. feel free to join in motherfukerzz. desperate gila nak melompat. i mean like, thats what i do. i love jumpin', i love movement art. everything about movement inspires me. non-artificially i meant. everyone's looking for job. me? im still waiting those grapes to grows if you know what i mean. i got several cash for this month. then, i'll be crawlin in those malls desperately looking for money source. but seriously, even Sabrina pun dah ada kerja?! hah!

i'm gonna miss those days in my school. BSD2 forevahh~! ceh cehh. hahah. i had a pleanty of event that i've attended this year. i'm gonna miss that too :O

PKMY Annual Year-End Jam 2010

i'm the one with the maroon tee

Astro Shoot & TVC Casting

i'm the red one :3

The Rest,

• PKMY Annual Year-End Jam 2010
• NTV 7 Cube Interview
• Astro Shoot & TVC Casting
• Masif 2010 Demo
• Youth 2010 Festival Demo & Workshop
• Hari Belia 2010
• SK Bandar Sri Damansara 3 Demo 2010
• Battle of The Year Malaysia 2010
• F&N Fun Fest

Sessions,

• Dataran Merdeka Session
• FRIM Session
• Extreme Park Session
• Prima Damansara Session
• Bandar Utama Session
• Taman Lembah Kiara Session
• One Utama Session
• Dataran Gemilang Session
• Forbidden Park Session
• Angkasapuri Session
• Taman Paramout Session
• Taman Jaya Session
• Pudu Raya Session
• Bukit Jalil Session
• Taman Tasik Shah Alam Session

Woarh! thats a lot wasn't it? yeah it is. i had the best experience in life in 2010. i love you 2010, i met a couple of dozens of new great people and i wish i can share this with all of you guys. tomorrow is a good bye to you. *sob sob. but thats okay i was pretty naive and slow this year. thats why i'm gonna do the best next year. HELLO NEW WORLD 2011~~!!

moment kebahagiaan

yada yada yada. these fingers are dancing on the keyboard without even know what type of dance they are doing. waiting for the brain to search and recover the lost memory. hahah pfft, they are gonna dance about my birthday actually.

sorry people, this post are gonna be less interesting. cause it's about me. 'again'. hahah. yeahh, my birthday was last week. exectly 7 days ago. nothing happens as usual as it would normal-ly be. theres nothing special about the day of my birth. well, nobody said that. but i generally do think so. hahh.

but yet, suprisingly. maybe a liltle more something this year. i receive a total of 7 wishes in real life and 104 on facebook. lol. and what suprised me really is that. they remember. eventhough i didn't set the notification on facebook. haha. and compared to last year. i receive a total of 4 wishes. kesian gila enn? hahah. am i glowing this year or what? i never celebrate it with my friends, family or who so ever in my life. even this year's birthday i barely remember! ahahh. i got present this year. ceh cehh. ahaha.

"I'm So HOT" from Zulaiqa :D

a band from Shaza!

and a letter from her :))

lol. i rarely receive gift for my birthday. agak jakun gak arr. LOLz. ahaha. but that doesn't matter. the thing is, i appreciate that they care. a sense of relief that i am not alone. and i am curently waiting a hand band from Natasha Merissa! hahah. she looked every where for that thingy. thank you tashaa *muka gedik* :B

things went well~

The Remaining

oh, hi there. its me. blogging again. well its been a while. actually, theres so much thing i wanted share with you guys. its been two month? hahah. lol. since the past couple of month. i've attended many kinds of event. well its all about the art of movement.

• Showdown Street Fest
• Battle of the Year Malaysia 2010
• Masif 2010
• Astro Shoot & TVC Casting
• One Utama Ramadhan Jam
• F&N Fun Fest

my post here is't about these stuff actually. i've been kind of emo lately. maybe its about what i do. i still can't figure out what i did wrong *help please* lol. hahah. yeahh. the big exam is arround corner. maybe im nervious, maybe im. maybe im umm umm, pfft.

hahah just joking. spm kacang je wehh!.

im gonna be honest with you guy. i miss the people arround me. there you go. hahah. my life is't so bad after all. theres so many priceless thing that i did't appreciate. and i feel wrong about that.

i got my computer whiz to hang out at mekdi all night long till morning. doing what? stalk people, download tons of videos, songs, and stuff.

i got my dance partner for me to toprock with

my munkiess, we do flips, twist, spin, kicks and all sort of movement art

my insane gay and lesbo partner Shez and Zulaiqa

the most friendliest makcik in school Aisyah and Hannah

The TTDI's!

i have so much that i wanna say before i'm leaving next year. although i dont really have a life in school this year. i'm gonna miss it. miss being with friends that appreciate my presence. miss those who were nice towards me. huhh~

first of all, i know its a little bit too late.

Happy Birthday to my beloved Ex, Jaja (!)

Ku Azreen Nadja Natasha Beeha

ahahahaa, you've changed a lot. its been umm, 11 month? since we've broke up. haha. well, i dont know what to say actually. its good to know that you're a good friend. besides being your lover. eventhough we oftenly 'gaduh'. its Fun, kaan kan? lol. remember, you'll always be my
"Erien"

a post for a friend

i felt very sad for you. i 'know'. you just wanted to reconnect with all your friends who have been busy with thier lives. and you miss them. i'm sorry that i cant make it because of a certain reason. but hey, cheer up. we'll meet someday. and im sure i'll be seeing your cute little face soon. :')

love you cutestuff :P

Happy Birthday !

to my dear Meyshna!

i want you to know

you're one of the best pal i ever had

remember my birthday?

you are the first and the last

person who had given me something.

appreciate it, a lot~

25th of May

..and..

Shaza!

happy birthday Howtstuff.

thank you for listening.

eventhough i just met you this year.

felt like i knew you for a long time. ho-ho

24th of May

Prihal Kematian

salam semua,
cuba kalau dikatanya, korang kan mati esok? wahh
kalau aku. aku akan tinggalkan dunia ni. dan buat
segala amal ibadah.

bapak aku kata. menunggang motor tu bagaikan nyawa dihujung
tanduk. sebab tu arh dia tak penah nak kasi aku naik motor.
kalau kantoi lah aku main ronda ronda dengan geng geng
aku. tak kuar setahun aku.

masa tengah tengah sibuk tadi. aku terdengar cerita. cerita
pasal kawan lama aku. Faris. orang kat tempat aku semua
panggil dia Paeh. aku dengar. dia sekarang kat hospital.
baru jea. sebab apa? sebab kemalangan.

dengar peristiwanya begini. dia ngan geng geng dia. naik
motor. tiga orang. satu motor. biasa lah, remaja nowadays.
ronda ronda sini. ronda ronda sana. mencungkil keseronokan.
tiba tiba. dorang terlanggar kereta. entah macam mana ntah.
dia jatuh. dada dan hati dia pecah. sekarang, tengah koma.
masuk ICU. habis satu malam aku tak boleh tido. terkejut
habis mendengar berita yang cukup unbeleavable. esok
paginya. bapak aku balik. "kawan kau meninggal" hati aku
bergoncang bagai pokok di sapu ribut. meninggal pada malam
jumaat. dulu, ada jugak budak sekolah aku meninggal. naik
motor, jatuh, pada malam jumaat. apabila teringat peristiwa
peristiwa ini. aku rasa macam dah dekat dah. nyawa kita ni
hanyalah sejengkal panjangnya.

sekarang,
arwah di kebumikan di ampang. walaupun aku tak baik ngan dia.
aku dah mula rasa bersalah. minta kau orang doa kan dia. amin~

Carey Khoo Pei Ern

eventhough i just met you for the 1st time today.
i can see that you're unique and a good friends
deep inside..

Happy Birthday !
keep on smiling for me yeh, cutestuff :P

Live

aku benci betol kalau ada orang tu kata "life is boring" , "life? bored like hell man" , atau yang lagi cam kimak "hidup bosan macam syial!" korang tak sedar ke ape yang korang sedang cakap tuh?! mempersoalkan kehidupan yang tuhan telah beri. dosa tu dosa.

hidup oh hidup,

kadang kadang memang menyampah melihat muka yang sama setiap hari. "asyik asyik muka ko" , "eh, ko lagi?" , "apsal aku asek nampak muka ko"<--'kooo' lograt bapak aku yang berasal dari Perak. ataupun melakukan aktiviti dan perkara yang sama setiap hari,..

Jadual Saya<--title

Isnin

7.30, skolah, kena bebel, salin nota, tengok muka awek kawan dan hater --> 10.20, pegi tandas. pee jab, betulkan rambut, blah --> 1.50, jumpa awek, balik, makan, berak, online, tido --> 6.30, bangun, berak, makan, solat --> 8.00, tuition, salin nota, pastu tanya member "takda awek baru masok kea?", salin nota --> 10.00, balik, online, makan, text awek "hi syg, sweet dream yeh", tido.

Selasa

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Rabu

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Khamis

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Jumaat

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Sabtu

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Ahad

(copy and paste) + "alamak! kerja skolah blom siap" *muka screwed

begitu lah flow kehidupan remaja sekolah ini hari. post ini sebenarnya bukanlah untuk offend kau orang. tetapi untuk menasihati korang korang. like my friend use to said "dont complain and blame others about life and the inviroment around you. blame your self cause not trying to make it better"

ye. memang ye. aku setuju 100% dengan dia. jadual di atas nih. adalah jadual aku yang dulu. pfft, lebih kurang la. sebab tu aku cuba nak improve kan hidup aku. aku try something new. aku masuk Parkour. korang prasan tak. aku selalu sebut pasal benda alah tuh.

itu sebab aku memang bersyukur dapat terjebak dengan nya. sebab apa? sebab my life is changed! thanks Allah. aku dulu memang noob. tak tawu apa. budak budak selalu bully aku *sob sob. and dia orang tak pernah anggap aku kawan. the hole year in primary school. aku tak pernah ada kawan. SERIOUSLY SHIT! pfft.

apa apa pun. please ah korang. jangan lah cakap benda benda tuh. tak baik dow *ceh

Observed

ha-ha, its funny to looks at things that for some times it is on to you. and some times its on the opposite. things change now. i know some people that when at a point. they were so close to you. and some point. they'll ignore you and look at you, like you're so so nothing to them.

i am not trying to complain about life and the matter arounds me. like Amir said "stop blaming others and complaining about life. blame yourself for not trying to make it better" yeah, i agree with that. every thing that is out of tune with us. we flaw. that is human's natural tendency.

its hard to find friends that we may call friends. some friends are. 'just-friends', 'close-friends', 'hater-friends', 'hipo-friends', 'stab back-friends', or 'frienemy'. whatever role that they're playing in your life. they'd still be labeled as friends. but we could rarely find 'friends' corrects ?

my life is full of haters. i have so many types of friends. 'rempits', 'kaki pukul', 'higher standarts' , 'lower standarts', 'dull', 'bright', 'hot', 'unknown'. so seriously, i know how each type of em make their flow. how their brain interprate our ways of talking (to them) and stuff.